Beginning -- Raw power -- Before testosterone -- Get more cigarettes -- Adolescent sphinx -- Dresses, wrestling, and barbies -- Kamikaze night walking -- Crime, poetry, dungeons, and psychic forces -- Fun house -- Theater of fate -- First sign -- Psychiatrist's tabloid tales; feminist paranoia -- Manhattan July -- Imagination and body -- Cautionary tales -- The hormones really work -- Epiphanies -- Beards, housewives, and ex-lesbian separatists -- Birthday party -- Getting my name -- Binding -- Patriarchal underwear cannibals -- After testosterone -- Blood rites -- Saying goodbye -- The incredible hulk -- Hunger -- Shaving -- Breaking the news -- Sex for sale -- In the grip of the goddess -- Urine, scents, and bathrooms -- Authority -- Saint Priapus -- Venus of data entry -- Man with breasts -- Normal guy -- Cock in my pocket -- Juliet -- Twilight zone -- Weird, weird world -- Sex wars -- "It's a great gimmick" -- Predator -- Stripper -- Commitment -- Territory -- Initiation -- Testosterone, energy, and aggression -- Further initiations -- Cold dark shades -- The end of tears -- Switching places -- Phantom dick -- Adam's apple.